Friday, February 16, 2007

Who saved Apple from the brink of bankruptcy?

Microsoft's 150 million dollars in non voting shares and agreed to not sell them for 3 years in 1997...



Get over yourselves (for those that apply). There is an eco system as Steve puts it properly. But he does say Apple needs to succeed, and doesn't have to do it by Microsoft failing... I wish the commercials touched on that, but they don't. I really had no intention of making my last couple of posts about Apple, and why I am so disappointed by their commercials and even more disappointed in the lack of logic their hard core fan base is.

And to bring up a rather unknown to most quote from Steve Jobs himself... Pay attention around 30 seconds... And you will know why the Mac ads work so well...


To be clear, very clear. I have no problem with Apple... I just seem to know a but more than most, and given my career, I'd be horrible at my job if I didn't.

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

50 Beautiful CSS-Based Web-Designs in 2006

CSS has come a long way in terms of execution by the average designer in the last few years. If ya don't believe me then checkout Smash Magazine's article.





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Is Apple lying?

Now ever since the Mac ads came out, I've been annoyed by them. Simply because I can make swiss cheese out of any one of them based on facts. Do I think they're entertaining, yeah. Do I think they're full of bs and push the wrong message for Apple, definitely.



Mainly because they don't sell Macs... They really don't, they just take biased pot shots against PCs... And more recently Vista. Albeit rarely talking about things like the real cost of buying truth-be-told glorified service packs for the original OSX, or taking in account the rest of the world, not just bloggers or others who do a good amount of writing or graphical work... I'm starting to ramble and not making any sense.



Bottom line, the ads are full of bs. They're trying to make people feel cooler for buying Macs, meaning it's getting away from things like performance, build quality, etc. It's pushing emotion over function. Which is fine, except the fact that certain die hard Mac people were confused as to why, given I could afford it, I bought my Vaio AR190G over a Mac Book Pro... Because the Mac didn't have what I needed... Strange concept to them. Yeah, I would have impressed the people at the local cafe with a 17-inch overheating laptop that risked losing it's paint that didn't have enough real state... But it would have glowed that amazing Apple logo, and I would then show that I was hip, maybe even got people talking about how wonderful OSX since it is an amazing operating system besides a few hurdles.



Well I'm not that hip. I'm too practical for the Mac ads to do anything for me. I'm more worried about buying a laptop with something like Blu-Ray, a T.V. tuner, a very good video card, and a 1920x1200 resolution. Sorry, but to me, that stuff is way cooler than widgets even if it doesn't make hipster chicks want to jump in my pants. Plugging my laptop into my fiance's digital cable and having it good to go with recording options outputting via HDMI onto an HD T.V. with a single cable and use my full MCE remote to make it all work... Now that's cool.



But the things I described as cool are geeky and tech hungry which is what really drives technology. Apple only recently started using Intels after the "PC" market propelled competition between Intel and AMD which was driven through IT and gaming... The two genre Apple has barely hit or has a track record of. Which is ironic to me that they then have a commercial about Pcs only being for work when gaming pushed the hardware to be what it is inside the current Apples.



But why is it annoying, because think about a 1900x1200 resolution... I can see the commercial now. They shrink the pc guy, an owl swoops down on him or something of the like showing that at 1900x1200 things are too small, and the cold hard fact that 1900x1200 resolution being better than 1600x1080 for many many users is shoved out the window because it was made a joke, therefore Apple doesn't have to worry about it in it's product line. And that is why I mostly hate the new Apple commercials... I love most of their products; albeit the leaky Mac Pro desktops and exploding/fading Mac Book Pros, but it's not pushing technology... It's just making a joke out of any true progress done by Windows and other hardware. But that's another frustrating thing, the latest Apple line up is solid on the hardware front... yet by the commercials you'd never know it. They're building the best products they ever have, yet instead of selling them, they target Vista and much of the time through lies. Yes, lies... Keep reading.





Truthfully there is no specific point to this post and I only wrote it because I came across this article on tg daily which by all means will explain part of my frustration. I guess there is a point to this post now that I thought about it... You aren't cool because you bought a Mac. And you aren't cool because you got Vista. Because if you think either of those two can be true, then you don't know what you are talking about and put way too much of yourself into buying a piece of hardware. It's a computer, if it works for you, it works for you. If you switched to OSX and love it, don't assume you got this little secret or that everybody would be so much better off with it.



Everybody has their own story, and nobody is cool because of it. I want to be able to think Apple is a solid company... But lately, they're only bsing their way on other people's coat tails and sadly it is working. And I say that as a person that loves OSX for what it is, loves what Apple has done with their latest laptops and desktop and is well versed in branding and marketing.





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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Engaged



Yeap, I am

an engaged man now. Wish I had a bunch of words to describe the

feeling, but for once in my 24 years, I got nothing in the vocab dept.







Yes, that is the ring... It's f*cking gorgeous, as is the wonderful woman wearing it.



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Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Vista Ultimate – The first 48 hours

I have been a fan of Vista ever since Microsoft launched the Beta program and became very open about the development of their next operating system. Through the program hundreds of thousands of people from all over the world were able to test the operating system as well as give their input. It was something no company has done before on such a scale.

Before you go too far into this article it might be a good idea to read http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Windows_Vista and get familiar with some of what Vista has. Because there are some things I don’t touch on, like BitLocker, etc.
This is just an article to give a initial response from installing Vista through an upgrade and how it went within the first couple of days of using it.

Now a lot of people took it as Microsoft using people as guinea pigs, letting Microsoft off the hook for R&D and leaving it up to the people to suffer. Well, that wasn’t the case. As Web 2.0 has proven, letting the public get in on things prior to commercial launch is a good idea. Through an interactive process of development better ideas rise to the top and usability always comes out better than if it was kept behind closed doors until launch.

What confused me was how every designer these days seems to love open source and the things that come from the open source movement like MooTools, Scriptaculous, time tracking tools, etc. Yet when it comes to help in a possible sacrificial way, few take the plunge. It’s confusing because those who don’t help in something like a beta test complain and take shots at the company when the product isn’t what they wanted. Well, if you didn’t take the chance to better the operating system when you were given a chance, who are you to complain? I don’t get mad at who wins the presidential election if I didn’t even vote.

Without getting into how Microsoft can’t seem to do anything right in an Apple fan’s eyes, I will take a brief moment to talk about Apple’s marketing against Vista. The first, and most obvious fact about Apple’s approach to Vista is how targeted it is. Apple doesn’t put anything in their crosshairs unless it knows it is a threat. Meaning Apple fans should take a look at Vista, since Apple themselves have done so since the beginning. A few things Apple said have been bogus, to be fair. They claimed that Microsoft hasn’t done anything but Longhorn/Vista in five years… Anyone that has been keeping an eye on Microsoft knows that is a bit of a skewed statement. Xbox, Xbox 360, Xbox live, Windows mobile, Windows Server, Windows XP 64 (both Amd and Intel chips), Media Center, MSN Live, Office 2007, and a few other things. What is important about knowing Microsoft’s progress in the last five years is that all those products I just mentioned, work together. If doing that long but still incomplete list of products in the last 5 years amounts to “nothing” to Steve Jobs, then there is a word for Apple’s marketing… Propoganda. Before you go off, thinking I don’t like Apple for categorizing them as a propaganda marketing company, I do understand why they need to market the way they do, and how they can say Microsoft hasn’t been doing “anything” but Vista for 5 years. But knowing what Microsoft has done, and knowing

I know, I’ve been dodging the heart of the article but I did want to preface how I came to look at Vista. Not just as a five year polished terd, but something pretty new compared to what Microsoft has done in the past with their operating systems. But more importantly, someone who uses all the features of the operating system or at least someone who uses more than what I have seen in reviews.

To be clear with how I use Vista, I am a Creative Director of two companies. I serve as the standard roe, but also as a bit of an IT guy. Being very in touch with technology I offer a helping hand to clients and business partners with suggestions on what to invest in for hardware and software. But most importantly from an unbiased perspective as much as humanly possible. For most of my family, I’d suggest a Mac Book Pro, for younger friends going through art school I do the same. For the tech savvy I suggest a DIY using NVidia and AMD setup. “To each his own” is the point, and each person has a story and a set of requirements for hardware and software and guidance should keep that in mind.

So let’s begin…

It begins… The install.
Since I have installed Vista from a clean partition before and ran into no problems, I’m focusing on an upgrade install on my Sony Vaio AR190G which is a Vista Capable computer. This also meant I had to install through Windows Xp instead of booting to the Vista DVD. As I started the install it loaded updated install files and did a compatibility test. I mostly passed except having to uninstall the Toshiba Bluetooth stack and a few programs that Vista didn’t think was going to work after wards, the upgrade went smoothly. Luckily Sony has been very solid about driver and program upgrades for Vista and offered all proper updates needed on their support site. The upgrade took a long 3 hours… Yes, 3 hours. The only reason I can think is how it needed to move files around and my user folder was a bit large at 5.5gb.

One thing that stuck out was how graphical the install was. XP was a big leap from Windows 2000 and previous versions of Windows, but you could tell they spent a lot of time on the install portion of Vista and it did pay off.


Drivers installed and up and running

Once all my drivers and updates from the Sony site were installed I had everything I needed. I ran through a series of tests to make sure audio, video, dvd, and blu-ray were working properly. They all did and the video and audio testing was a pleasure. My roommate just invested in a rather lage lcd screen so I gave HDMI a test run. My laptop played Blu-Ray on the LCD with few hiccups (blu-ray still has a bit to go on the software side) and the audio was transferred over the HDMI.

The interface has been running smoothly, everything is quick to react and running Aero proves to be a nice experience. It’s a unique experience after using previous versions of windows for so long and have an OS that has nice things like drops shadows and Gaussian blurs to separate windows. The reason I bring up the new Aero interface here is because it’s smoothness relies on the video card and the drivers. If the drivers aren’t what they should be, then you won’t get the most out of Vista. That goes for any piece of hardware too.

One thing to note about drivers is that they have made it easier in the Device Manager to modify software drivers. Sometimes they make all the difference. So things like Starforce can be deleted or updated without looking for other software updates. The reason this is nice is because the software drivers are a part of the Windows Update process.

Using the new Explorer interface
Once you get used to it, it’s rather intuitive. The introduction of shortcut links makes getting to where you want rather easy. The defaults go to the Public folder (previously Shared Documents), favorites, and the various folders in the current user’s documents (pictures, videos, etc). You can drag and drop any folder(s) for quick access into this area… Makes going to your most common folders rather quick.
One of the very nice things about this shortcuts column is that the folder view is also in this column. Just click on Folders and the tree menu of your computers directory structure comes up. Click it again and you get your favorites back.

One thing that is definitely new in Vista is the breadcrumb navigation and dropdown menu in the location bar. As you go more in depth in your folders the breadcrumb acts like it should. Making the use of a back/up button minimized In everyday use since you can click and get up 3 directories without an issue. What helps even more for navigational purposes is the drop down built into the breadcrumb. When you click the arrow next to a directory, a drop down of its sub directories show for easy navigation. Sounds simple, and is, but helps immensely when moving around in Vista. Truth be told the breadcrumb is something that OSX could use immensely. I love OSX for multiple reasons but the lack of something like a breadcrumb makes some of the views in the Finder window a bit of a pain.

Tags and other file information
On the bottom of the Explorer window is a new area for setting the tags and attributes of a file. The benefit is pretty large. I have over 20 gigs of my own photography on my laptop. Selecting a photo and setting tags on it helps a lot. It makes for quick searches and easier finds when I’m looking to print out a series of photos to print or to use in design work. The nice thing about this new area for file attributes means that the search bar does much more since it indexes information you set.

Built in applications
One very nice addition in Vista that I played with was the Dvd Maker. I had downloaded a high quality Divx video once I got up and running (wireless drivers installed with Windows) and wanted to see if the new dvd program could use it. So I opened up Windows Dvd Maker and added the divx video file and played with a few of the options. Needless to say I was a bit impressed. It had multiple layouts for menus and came with a good amount of customization. Background images, videos, audio, etc. The nice thing was is that you could add video or photos, so taking those photos of my niece’s birthday party and making a dvd with a sound track of Deathcab for Cutie was painless and efficient. The encoding was in good quality and worked in a couple different dvd players and computers without a hitch.

Windows Movie Maker is also rather easy to use. It might seem somewhat difficult to use, but I have been using it every once and awhile since Windows Xp and never had any problems with it, nor have I had any family members or friends that where less tech savvy have issues with it. I found nothing new except a few small options here and there from what I could tell.

Windows Photo Gallery is an upgraded version of Windows Picture and Fax Viewer. It’s a mix between Windows Media Player and the old Windows Picture and Fax Viewer. It adds the ability to easily tag, rate, and navigate through your photos. It’s definitely a useful upgrade

Windows Defender is solid as well. Albeit being something available in Windows Xp it’s nice for it to be included. One of the important additions in Defender is a straightforward interface for startup items. This means no more msconfig in the command prompt to manage your start up items that aren’t in the Startup folder. This will let you modify startup items quickly and painlessly since the interface in Defender tells you useful information about the startup items and you aren’t shooting blind.

The games that come with Vista Ultimate are well done. The graphics won’t blow you away, but they are what they need to be if not more when it comes to that stuff. I will say I apparently suck at chess, but who knew. The game genres provide something to kill time for you, or keep the children from painting the dog. It’s nice to go beyond solitaire and mindsweep.

Overall, the upgrades to the programs built into Windows and even new ones prove to be useful and well done.

Previous Versions…
All folders have a Previous Versions folder. Now before any uneducated people talk about how Apple did that with the Time Machine you need to realize that Microsoft did it in Windows Server 2003. Restore points had some of the same functionality but Microsoft did that in Windows Server 2003, they just didn’t add a galactic interface to it since reverting to old files could be a very bad thing in some cases. Either way, Microsoft has been working on it prior to Apple. I bring this up not because it’s about who did it first, but the fact that it’s a good idea and both Apple and Microsoft did it.

It’s a good feature regardless of Microsoft doing it and Apple taking a hint. It’s in Vista and it works well.

Media Center
Well, there are few things I can say about MC. To be truthful but risk sounding biased I have to say that Media Center in Vista is just phenomenal. It’s completely smooth and just works. If there is anything I think that can be directly compared to from Microsoft and Apple, it is Media Center and Front Row. When you purchase music from inside Media Center, or through Windows Media Player it shows up in Media Center.

In Windows XP, my built in tuner worked right away. In Vista, I am unsure since I have yet to hook it up to a digital cable source or something of the sort. However in Media Center I did a few times and I was able to record digital through the tuner card and have no problems. It is just a matter of time for full drivers at this point. In fact I could be able to use it now but I haven’t had the chance to hook up to a digital cable source.

The interface in Vista Media Center has been slightly updated in a very good way. Menus are clearer and background effects have been added. Media Center has always been an impressive piece of programming and Microsoft spent a good amount of time on the new one.

Security
Confirmations are all over Vista. Due to the new security layer setup, average users can do install programs, modify system settings, and do anything an administrator can do, if they provide an administrator’s password. Sounds kind of scary? Under certain circumstances yes, but it’s a method OSX users have been used to for awhile, and is what I consider to be a practical approach.

Some of the technologies built into Vista are far superior from methods used in XP for security. There is a good write up on Wikipedia as far as the specifics on security in Vista. Needless to say at the very least Microsoft seems to have made a solid move toward better security.

Sidebar
It’s not something new. Not because OSX did it or Yahoo widgets, but years ago programs like Samurize were built for Windows, and to my knowledge even Linux had it before anybody else. And like all widgets/gadgets/fandangles they have their uses. Personally I use notes, calendar, weather, and the rss feed to stay on top of my basecamp accounts. They do have an indent on the processor, but Vista’s made to be scalable. You don’t have to run Aero on all computers, and the same goes for the Sidebar. It’s a bonus if you got the juice but by no means is it required.

Gaming… I had to test C-Strike: Source
There was a slight hiccup in gaming. Nothing noticeable or anything I wouldn’t blame on new drivers for my Nvidia Go 7600 GT. Frame rates were slightly under XP, but then again the drivers have provided limited functionality in comparison to the Xp drivers for the card. Time will tell if Vista actually does hinder things like gaming because realistically a lot of that comes down to drivers. Given Microsoft’s dedication to gaming in the past I see no reason that Vista will realistically be slower than Xp.
I did play C-Strike through the HDMI cable on the HD Lcd in my apartment (thank you Matt for breaking down and buying it). It played smoothly and keeps me hesitant to buy a next gen console.

Now for the bad
I hate to say it, but there aren’t any I can think of. There is a small hiccup sometimes when the screen goes black when there is a confirmation window and sometimes it captures my mouse into the dark area and throws me off a bit. I am thinking that is actually the Sony drivers for my video card since when I had modified Nvidia drivers direct from Nvidia.com I had no hiccups.

The confirmations are a bit tedious to deal with. But there is something to be said for the fact that I am installing all the drivers, installing program updates, re arranging some files due to some having a better place due to the new file structure in Vista. So I’m pretty much doing everything that can screw up a computer at once. I don’t see myself doing all these things that will call for all the confirmations once the dust settles from setup very often. But needless to say it’s nice to know that the security layers are there. Personally I haven’t had a security issue in a long time with Windows. In fact the last one I can remember is when I was running Windows 2000.

The new control panel and other setting windows take a bit of getting used to. At first it was tedious to right click and have to go through two windows to do something like manipulate the display settings. But at the same time I realized it’s now easier to change my background, the aero theme, my picture, etc. So although adding one more click for display settings they have made some things one click closer which is what I prefer now that I’ve been using it.

DRM
I myself have had no issue with it. But I know those who have bought music through iTunes have had some issues. Meaning despite Microsoft releasing a series of betas for people to update their coding, Apple waited till after the final release for Microsoft to take the fodder, when realistically they could have updated their programming like Sony, Toshiba, Dell, HP, and everyone else in the freagin industry did.

DRM is a good and bad thing personally. It wouldn't have to exist if people bought music all the time. Sadly, those who are inconvenienced by DRM, don't blame those who created the need for DRM. Don't get frustrated, at all, that because your friends, and even you don't buy music legitly that those who put the time and money into it's production are trying to keep their product secure.

Honestly, anyone that says a thing about DRM better have a receipt for EVERY BIT OF MEDIA THEY HAVE ON THEIR COMPUTER.

Either way, no real issues with DRM.

The Conclusion… For now.
If you just stop in to Best Buy, you won’t notice a big difference. Apple fans have been saying that a lot to me. Well, if you fall in that category then you fail to realize who Microsoft is and how big Windows is. They have to make it so it feels familiar. And they did. But Microsoft added a lot of new features without disrupting the balance of old product and new. I wish I didn’t have to compare Vista to OSX… They’re different things. One is a niche operating system AND niche hardware… So they can do huge updates that break even most used applications or don’t support old hardware.

But Microsoft’s responsibilities reach farther than most realize. To compare OSX and Windows on most things is like comparing Lotus with GM… Both companies have limitations. Vista could have been better than it is but from the get go, the public reacted violently. People called for change thinking something of the sort wouldn’t effect hardware requirements. Why? I don’t have a clue. But given the changes Microsoft wanted to do, the system requirements would have been higher and old file systems would have been invalid.

Microsoft has pushed the limits of what they could have done with the operating system without alienating old hardware. Despite the recommended requirements, you can still install vista on an older machine and run it smoothly. Will it be all that the operating system is made to be, no, and it shouldn’t expect it to.
It will have it hiccups, and possible security flaws but Microsoft did do their best to not let that happen. That was the whole point of the beta testing program. So if you aren’t a fan so be it, but from a person that loves and hates OSX just as much as Windows XP, I personally love Vista so far.

Just enough changes to make using the operating system easy but not too much change to make it unfamiliar. I don’t suggest anyone upgrading until you know the drivers are ready to go and program updates are also ready to go.

And to let everyone know, when Vista proves to run smoothly on the Macbook Pros once Apple releases solid drivers, I plan on getting one and dual booting.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

God's almighty hand...

Josh got a new STI. Ever since he got the Justy and it proved it's worth I have been a valid fan of Suburu. And with the STI it is no exception. The car is just astonishing.

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The Apple iPhone - Reinventing nothing...

Alright, so I know the title is harsh... But in this case reality is just that. I could write some long article on it but it's just not worth the time.

Everything done on the phone, has been done. All of it. The maps, phone features, games, music, video, auto-tilt, bad battery life... It's all out there.

No stylus and no expansion slot... They didn't reinvent anything, they didn't innovate anything, they just did it and everyone is hyping it.

Yes, I do think it's solid so far. But no user reviews have come out, and Apple's doing the old run of the mill hype. They didn't reinvent the phone, by any means. Can mac fans be a little more practical about something Apple releases?

BTW love OSX.

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

Friday, December 08, 2006

Good Times



Well, I said it; good times...





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Sunday, December 03, 2006

What would ya do if...

You had a project. You had someone come in around 10 - 15 hours a week or so to work on the project. You then decide the guy isn't going to hit the deadline. But he has been working on it over the last couple of months on and off before you decide he's not going to hit the deadline. He shows promise to hit the deadline given recent progress, but you still need to make the decision as a project manager.



Do you pay him for the time he put in or apologize for coming in and that he's shite out of luck?





I've worked downtown and doing my kind for work long enough to know, ya pay for the time put in. If there was a decision to be made and it was made too late, it is of little consequence to the person who put in the time. It's not good for either party, but it's a bad situation that you don't pawn off on the one doing the work.



Sometimes, I swear, I hate my job. But silver lining, Kayla's Blessing should look good.





Don't ask either, just needed to vent. Those who know the story, know it's not a good one, for anybody.





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One of the msot amazing things I have EVER seen.

STAIR-SCAPE

"The Wind Shaped Pavilion is a design proposal for a large fabric
structure that can be used as a public or private pavilion. As a
lightweight fabric structure, the wind slowly and randomly rotates each
of the six segments around a central open support frame. This
continually alters the shape of the pavilion, while at the same time
generating electrical power for its nighttime illumination."



Found at HypeDiss





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Social Networking: Digg and Blogger Beta Users Are Still Early Adopters - The Logical Philosopher

It's a pretty solid article, good reading. My only concern is how hyped people get about digg.com and such things, it's run by people that half the time just have too much time.





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I just couldn't resist...

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Friday, November 24, 2006

The PS3... Orgasmic.

The PS3 has been said that it is going to be the end of Sony, the fall of the giant.

Well sorry, but it won't be. Anyone who says otherwise under estimates the Asian market. When whole countries let their kids off school when games launch. When Final Fantasy 10 came out, school was let out. Across the country... ACROSS THE COUNTRY.

There is no real point to this point but I have to say I am thoroughly impressed by the PS3. Why? Because the cell processor, is amazing, I'd want one in any self built box. And considering Linux Fedora has already been installed on the ps3, if you are looking for a cheap but substantial home media center, the ps3 is the best way to go. This isn't to discredit XBox 360, but the PS3 is worth the wait.


I had to post this to get the lust out of my system. Just had to...

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

My 280z Race car is up for sale!!!

Well, the time has come to sell the 1977 Datsun. Not the best feeling but it's part of the hit taken by starting Simple Coffee.

:(

Reserve is $4,500 on it, and well worth it considering the fuel cell.

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Voting machines in Texas change "Democrat" votes to "Republican"

"Friday night, KFDM reported about people who had cast straight Democratic ticket ballots, but the touch-screen machines indicated they had voted a straight Republican ticket."

Come on guys, electronic voting machines are something to protest to for crying out loud, DON'T VOTE ELECTRONIC ON NOVEMBER 8TH.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

An important but long post...

You need to read an email I sent to my mother at one point in figuring the best use of generic words to describe something even simpler than those generic words in English.

I do not post to perpetuate motion that picks up so much momentum (faith through the mass of things we accept as absolute truth/fact in our subconscience) to create disinformation.

I post to show relationships to things we, as citizens, can use to empower us, if we look past our scope and negate judgement (which is really just finding your mental relationship to another).

So the following, is the email I wrote to my mother. It also discloses my age.

Mom, I don’t know how. But I have just unraveled the world ahead, before, and presented in front of me. I have no anger, I have no passion, I do not believe in good and evil but do not discredit or debunk anything. Science or faith. Good or bad. Pain and euphoria. It is between everything in the spectrum and through that all is connected at one point.The best I can say it is as follows.

Understand the need for bigger and better and you can connect everything with a single line. Equate us all to goldfish in a bowl, and it becomes a matter of how big the bowl is, period.The romans called it string and made tales about it. Christianity calls it being made in his image. Science calls it theory of relativity. Equal and opposites reactions everywhere. And it comes back to one thing.

Always, one thing. No matter where it goes, it comes back t one thing, everything.But this is beyond you saying ‘well no shit’, its about being able to talk to a scientist in clarity, meaning mutual understanding, despite detailed knowledge on either side.I found a balance that brings 23 years of life and chaos to a halt. I know why I have ever done anything and everything. Why to heal my wounds I had to believe growing up my family was doing it’s best individually. I can explain original sin and the limits of science. I understand your patience with each child. I understand what Dad is, what Glen is, what you are. Jenny, Chris, George Bush, Bob Lazaar; everybody. I understand your love of science, I understand Chris’s love for pot, why 3 thousand “had” to die and why I couldn’t “accept” it . I understand everything I said is completely subjective, but the root of it is not. I understand medicine, ADD, menopause, cancer; everything.

To those who know me, do you understand why it's quite possible to happen upon this, yet I agree with you all if we sit down and talk as we havein the past? It's hard to give it weight, but if a Christian tells me 'let me read you somethin from the Bible' and I already have read it so iI grasp everything; otherwise how could I still be a Christian? And a scientist tells me read more, but we agree on empirical science, and a philosopher tells me to read more philosophy but we agree on any concept given generic enough words between us, well, then you realize why I have a hard time talking to someone, yet have shown the capacity to work with anyone, as long as we have a similar scope.

That is why the triangle, is the shape that comes out when you put three circles together in the center.

This is why Steve feels like a monster when doubting me but is assured of our concept of Simple Coffee. It's why Josh can show me a sketch and it's done in my head. It's why I am healed from previous wounds and understand a seashell just makes have a heart, a place of balance.It's why you believe in true love, love in first sight.

If you don't believe in love at first sight then you don't realize that the reason you don't is because you are saying 'well you need to get to know them'. Well, if you keep looking forward without being able to understand your world can change any moment and be alright with that security, then you don't realize that if u look behind you, that person is right there essentially. You can only go half way through the woods before starting to come out right? This might not make sense, but if given time, it does.

But it's incredibly simple, I cannot try to find generic words for 2 people at the same time, unless they're both christians, both scientists, both Jews, etc . Because if I stop every fish in the bowl, well, you've seen chinese fish...

This is why, I say it accounts for everything and anything, but discredits nothing.

Guys and gals, I don't need to read more philosophy, more science, more of the Bible, Old Testament, etc. I can be fascinated by how others interpret it, but ultimately it comes down to knowing if I can't be happy being a farmer, and be happy in waiting for science to give me hydrogen energy, well then I have no place. Therefore I go from one, a number a relationship can come from, to zero, something nobody can relate to except those things inside me. I become the ultimate idea of an atom or a cell, yet completely alone devoid of complexity found in spirituality or science.

It is ultimate free will with a true perception of the word hell. A void between you and God ( but do not avoid God). Well if you can't understand Him until you talk to Him, then you can only get closer by the more people you know, things He created in whatever way He did whoever He is.

And now understand why the atom is so powerful and dangerous, and the ever lasting strength of a seashell. Our orbit around the sun, etc.

Anyone else seeing the immense power of true free will? If you do, then you know the extreme dangers as you understand the whole spectrum (a single line with infinite detail).


Josh, you love driving because you account for it without math, it's why we got Steve hooked on it, it's why Darren is amazed by it now, and it's why Brad understands us and the point of logic in which Brad undertands me. You know its a matter of finding the spiral found in the a seashell the ultimate line, and most efficient, is bringing speed into control through precision. It's why me and you hate drag (both that which slows down a plane and the slang term for racing to one point), but give credit for the guys doing nascar for going 200mph, it's just we know we can. But rally, we can't account for, nobody can, it becomes the ultimate in knowing your machine, the end of product of you blood and sweat. We love rally because it's the only damn thing that is uncharted, but can explain drift or drag without any hesitiation.

Because if you did understand rally, you would lose the amazement in it. You would loose the amazement in Aurora, of me, of you mom, etc.

Me saying this accounts for why we are such close friends, why we understand distance in miles/km, etc is nothing. Because we understand that if we are that close, we can't exist. It's why your sketch, makes both of us see the center, and know if we go your way, or my way, we cant get there with the most efficiency in relation to the gfoal we both see.

It's why I live in harmony with a person believes everything is subjective and finds balance through spirituality and a guy that knows 1-0 is the ultimate.

It accounts for everything, discredits nothing, and in that you find you love everything and anything in existence through all time without interaction or complete understanding in detail.

So everyone, stop telling me to read more this or that if we agree on the core concept.

Now if you don't understand me at this point. Then don't ask me to explain on aim. Because it's the same thing isn't it? It's not me saying to shut up or speak up, its letting me take care of what's in front of me because you are effected by it. Because if you think of how shut up and speak up are the same, then you realize the weight of the word down. You understand why we equate down to Hell. Because without knowing what Hell is we still know the center of the Earth is hotter than anything you can touch, right now.


:)

Center point logic. Give it a bit.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

UFO - The Greatest Story Ever Denied, Disclosure Project

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?

You have got to kidding me. Guys and gals, ya might want to think very long and hard about this video. If you want to download the full two hour video then download it at http://disclosure.netro.ca/npcc.wmv.

OFFICIAL DISCLOSURE MOVEMENT WEBSITE

If this is factual, then HOLY ****! Wait, did more research... Yes, it is. Least so far.

So I looked on you tube and followed the trail of linked videos from this...

Ionized propulsion systems have been tested by Nasa; click HERE to see what it looks like from the ground and click HERE to see the video from NASA. Here is an extended version of the shot from NASA. To wonder what that orb was in the video it was possibly Zero-Point Energy which you can see an explanation at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6w1O2rl8dn8&mode=related&search=
but it's held with alot of criticism. So there is ZPEnergy.com and takes a bit of sifting but you can find alto on there, can't speak for quality.

If you are wondering who was the first to hear of zero point energy it was the Nazis from what I've read and seen in documents from video clips. They also had been building prototypes as well which you can see the rough but original blueprints at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WaEUcR_0Lho at exactly 30 seconds in, a very crude sketch that is then broadened upon. Why is this important? Because the current administration has ties to Nazi Germany. And the current administration's father wanted to put lazers in space...

I will be try to write a full timeline to explain why I think this is a huge matter. But in the mean time, please look at the videos. It creates a bunch of dots that have a possible line to them all.

What's up and what's down at this point? I'm not sold on anything, just putting up dots as I see em at this point. If you can find things to be total bs and if you find something that brings that to light then PLEASE post a comment. I want these things discussed if possible. From scientist to pop culture; I would like it to be fluid and open. It'll take some time if that momentum is picked up, but please, please start talking about this.

And yes, I know Phat, Bob Lazaar. And you dang well better comment on this with some solid links :)


"When nothing is sure, everything is possible." - Margaret Drabble



So, many of you are asking about credibility and looky looky I got hookey. But sadly the original stories have since been pulled from the official sites.
CNN TRANSCRIPT of BUSH TALKING ABOUT UFO DISCLOSURE


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